I'm curious about you and your agenda

I feel bad right now as I write this blog, I know that I have been a very, very couch potato recently and I feel awful so much. I'm writing this blog because I don't have any close friends that I can really relate to. The only best friend I had was my cohab partner before but since we broke up already I keep most of my bad experiences stories to myself. (and it's not really therapeutic). On top of it, a stranger with the initials of J.Z, added me on facebook which gave me second thoughts. I was on my Iphone browsing that time that's why I didn't got the chance to see her whole profile.

Normally, what I do with strangers is that I ignore them especially people I'm not really familiar with but for some reason, I clicked the confirm button. I don't know why probably I'm curious about her. I wanted to see her photos, shout outs and info to entertain myself. (She's Single!! DAW) I was surprised when I saw a familiar face in one of her photo albums that gave me chills in my spine, to make my feelings more worst my hand  went on auto pilot again and open the albums that she have. It's confirmed! She knows my Ex, or probably she's the partner of my Ex.

"But it's contradicting to what her status is stating! I said to myself, she had a shout out of "re-blogging" although broken hearted already, my hands continued scrolling and clicking deeper in her profile. The last post was Monday which is titled "Legally LEGAL" which shattered me to a hundred folds. I knew that they're a couple. That sucks! what does she wants from me. I manage to left her short message that I usually send if there are strangers that adds me in facebook, but knowing me I just wanted to satisfy my curiosity without crossing any lines